sekali lagi, saya sudah menduga hal

sekali lagi, saya sudah menduga hal ini akan terjadi padanya.tapi saya tidak mengharapkan kalau ini terjadi dan saya tak kuasa menahan air mata melihat lucy yang berkorban melawan monster itu

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once again, I expect this would happen to him.
but I do not expect this to happen and I could not hold back the tears see lucy sacrificial against monsters

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Once again, I already suspect this will happen to him.
But I do not expect this to happen and I have no power to resist tears seeing the victim Lucy against the monster