Louis, stop! Jangan sakiti anak-ana

Louis, stop! Jangan sakiti anak-anakmu seperti itu!" Aku berteriak sambil memeluk Louis yang hendak menampar Steven. Aku merasakan hembusan nafasnya yang kasar akibat mendapat pelukan dariku. Louis menghela nafas perlahan, kemudian menurunkan tangannya.

Setelah dirasa Louis sudah tenang, aku melepas pelukannya dan menatap anakku satu per satu. Steven hendak menangis namun ia tahan. Tangannya sedikit memerah karena dicengkram kuat oleh Louis, ayahnya sendiri, dan suamiku sendiri. Steven menatap Louis dengan takut -ralat, sangat takut. Ah ya, konflik baru di keluargaku... Louis selalu melukai anak-anakku dan aku saat aku secara tidak sengaja merusak barang-barang kesayangannya. Sadis? Sangat, sehingga aku muak sekali dengannya. Sebenarnya bisa saja aku menggugat cerai, namun aku tahu Louis akan membayar mahal untuk menyogok pengacaranya agar membatalkan gugatan cerai dariku.

Louis terlalu kejam padaku dan anak-anakku, bahkan salah satu dari mereka punya luka memar di jidat akibat Louis membenturkannya ke dinding. Dia sangat tidak suka dengan anak-anak kecil. Baginya, itu merepotkan. Lalu, kenapa dulu dia yang memohon-mohon meminta anak padaku? Tapi sekarang, lihatlah dia! Dia bagaikan seorang ayah yang sangat membenci anak-anaknya, atau tidak menggapnya ada. Hati Louis entah kenapa tiba-tiba berubah... Semenjak dia pulang kerja dari Texas bersama asistennya yang cantik, Eleanor Calder.

Jujur saja, kadang aku merasa sangat cemburu jika Louis mempunyai asisten cantik seperti Eleanor, membuat aku merasa tersisihkan. Aku takut Louis akan berpindah hati kepada Eleanor. Oh, tapi itu justru sangat bagus karena aku dengan mudah bisa menggugat cerainya kan? Dengan begitu, aku dan anak-anakku bisa bebas tanpa kekangan yang didapat setiap hari.

"Kendall! Jangan sekali-kali kau mencegahku untuk menampar Steven atau Cecile! Aku tidak akan segan-segan untuk mengurungmu di kamar selama 1 minggu!" ancam Louis.

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Louis menamparku dengan keras. Sementara Steven memelukku dan berkata mommy berulang kali. Aku memegang pipiku yang memerah, mataku mengeluarkan air mata yang cukup banyak, mengenai rambut Steven. "Kendall, maafkan aku, aku refleks menamparmu." Ia memegang pipiku dan mengusapnya pelan.

Aku menepis tangannya dari pipiku. "Refleks kau bilang? Kau sudah beberapa kali bilang refleks jika kau menamparku padahal kau sengaja melakukannya, Louis! Mana hati nuranimu? Mana Louis yang dulu?!" teriakku kencang.

"Kendall, kau membuatku yang terus menamparmu setiap saat, dan itu dikarenakan bocah ini. Asal kau tahu, aku mencintaimu, sayang. Sangat mencintaimu," kata Louis lemah. Bullshit, itulah yang berada di pikiranku saat ini.

"Ayah bohong. Jika ayah berkata jujur, ayah tidak mungkin menggigit bibir bawahnya," sangkal Cecile yang tiba-tiba sudah berada di sebelahku.

Louis menatap Cecile dengan tajam. "Diam kamu! Kamu tidak tahu apa-apa bocah kecil," sahut Louis ketus. Cecile langsung terdiam dan bersembunyi di belakangku.

"Jangan kau berkata begitu pada anak-anakku! Kau boleh menyiksa dan berkata kasar padaku tapi jangan seperti itu pada anak-anakku!" sahutku marah.

Louis tampak tidak terima dan membenturkan kepalaku ke dinding, menyebabkan suara dentuman yang cukup keras. Steven dan Cecile berteriak dan mendekatiku berusaha membantuku berdiri. Aku hanya bisa meringkuk mencoba menahan sakit di kepalaku. Sumpah demi apapun, ini sangat sakit. Louis sangat tega kepadaku.

"AYAH! Jangan sakiti mom seperti itu!" teriak Steven sambil menatap Louis marah.

Louis menunjuk Steven dan Cecile dengan marah. "Diam kamu bocah kecil! Kamu tidak tahu apa-apa. Dan satu lagi, aku bukan AYAH mu! Camkan itu baik-baik!"

Seketika, telingaku serasa tuli ketika Louis berbicara seperti itu. Louis sungguh keterlaluan. Ini sudah diluar batas, bisa-bisanya ia mengakatakan bahwa ia bukan ayahnya di depan anak-anakku. Aku mengelus-elus kepala Steven dan Cecile berusaha menenangkan mereka. Aku mencoba berdiri sekuat tenaga dan aku berhasil berdiri, meski masih goyah namun aku menahan.

"Tega-teganya kau berkata seperti itu Louis! Dia masih anakmu! Darah dagingmu... darahmu masih mengalir di dalam tubuhnya Louis. Dan kau tidak menganggapnya anakmu?! Lelaki macam apa kau ini?!" bentakku emosi.

"Apa kau bilang? Dia anakku? Apakah kau tak sadar jika bocah ini dan gadis itu bukan anakku? Mereka berdua dilahirkan oleh seorang ayah yang salah Kendall! Kau tidur dengan seorang lelaki, ya 'kan?" tuduh Louis yang membuat hatiku sangat sakit. Dia menuduhkan tidur dengan lelaki lain selain dirinya... bahkan bertemu seorang lelaki saja aku belum pernah selama ini.

"Jaga bicaramu brengsek! Sudah sangat jelas dia anakmu. Apa perlu kita tes DNA?" tantangku.

Louis terkekeh. "Tanpa perlu tes DNA pun aku sudah tahu Kendall... Kau jangan berani menyembunyikan sesuatu dariku."

"Kau tahu dari siapa omong kosong ini?! Apa dari asisten pelacurmu itu hah?!"

"Eleanor bukanlah pelacur! Kaulah yang pelacur Kendall! Tidur dengan orang lain selain suamimu. Pantas kan kau disebut pelacur?" Louis meninggikan suaranya, seakan-akan membela Eleanor daripada aku yang notabene istrinya sendiri.

Aku hendak membalas perkataan Louis namun terhenti ketika mendengar suara ketukan pintu rumah. Louis menatapku sinis, kemudian melangkahkan kakinya hendak membuka pintu. Louis tampak senang ketika melihat sosok yang berada di depan pintu. Oh, aku tahu, pasti itu Eleanor. Louis mengajak Eleanor masuk tanpa memperdulikan aku yang sedang menatapnya benci. Aku mencoba bersabar dengan menyuruh anak-anak masuk ke kamar mereka.

"Mom, kenapa ayah seperti itu?? Dia kasar sekali pada mom dan Steven," kata Cecile, membuka pintu kamarnya.

Aku tersenyum. "Ayah sedang banyak pikiran, makanya dia sering emosi seperti itu. Mungkin beberapa hari emosinya akan stabil."

"Tapi mom, siapa perempuan yang ayah ajak ke atas tadi? Apa itu pacar ayah yang baru?" tanya Steven, membuatku meringis.

"I-itu saudara ayah yang baru tiba dari Bradford, dia menyempatkan mampir kesini untuk menjenguk Louis," jawabku ragu.

"Kenapa dia selalu datang mom? Itu kan mengganggu jam kerja ayah. Mungkin dia selingkuhan ayah, kalaupun mereka bersaudara, kenapa mereka terus-terusan bermesraan?" tanya Steven polos. Sungguh, anak seumurannya sudah mengerti dengan hal seperti itu. Mungkin gara-gara aku dan Louis sering bertengkar di hadapan anak-anak, stupid Kendall! Kenapa kau membiarkan anak-anak menyaksikanmu bertengkar dengan Louis? Itu bisa berdampak buruk bagi anak-anak.

Sentuhan tangan Cecile pada kulitku membuatku tersadar. Cecile tersenyum ke arahku sambil membawakan kertas yang tidak kutahu apa isinya. "Ini apa, sayang?" tanyaku sambil mengambil kertas yang dipegang Cecile.

Cecile menunduk malu. "I-itu... bulan depan, ayah disuruh datang untuk merayakan hari ayah di sekolahku... aku juga ikut. Kalau mom dan Steven mau ikut, ikut saja... Biar aku tidak kesepian."

Aku sedikit menangis mendengar perkataan yang keluar dari mulut Cecile. Bulan depan hari ayah... dan di sekolah Cecile mengadakan sebuah perayaan kecil demi menyambut hari ayah. Tapi, bagaimana Cecile akan datang bersama ayahnya kalau Louis saja seperti itu... Pasti Cecile akan sangat sedih jika Louis tidak datang. Ah, bagaimana pun juga, aku harus berusaha membujuk Louis agar datang ke sekolah Cecile bulan depan.

"Mom, ayah akan datang kan?" pinta Cecile dengan mata berkaca-kaca. "Tahun lalu ayah tidak datang, masa bulan depan tidak datang lagi mom? Aku iri dengan teman-temanku yang terlihat akrab dengan ayah mereka, bahkan mereka pergi bersama..."

Aku menghapus air mataku yang sedikit turun. "Ya, pasti ayah akan datang! Mom akan mengusahakannya."

"Thank you so much mom... Aku harap ayah datang kesana. Itu saja cukup..." kata Cecile sambil memelukku.

Mendengar kata-kata Cecile membuatku menangis. Sebut aku lemah, karena terus-terusan menangis. Tapi itu memang benar, karena aku sudah lelah dengan ini semua. Aku janji, setelah perayaan hari ayah tiba, aku akan menceraikan Louis, jujur aku sudah sangat lelah dengan perbuatan Louis padaku dan anak-anakku.

"Mom, jangan menangis. Masih ada kami yang siap untuk menjagamu," ucap Steven. Cecile mengangguk.

Ya tuhan, aku adalah wanita paling beruntung karena memiliki anak-anak seperti mereka. Jangan pisahkan aku dengan mereka kecuali kematian...

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Louis, stop! Don't hurt your children like that! " I yelled while embracing Louis to slap Steven. I feel the blowing his breath rough result gets a hug from me. Louis heaved a breath slowly, then lowers his hand.After Louis proved quiet, I've pulled off his arms and stared at my son one by one. Steven wanted to cry but he is resistant. His hand was a bit flushed because of the strong dicengkram by Louis, his own father, my husband and I own. Steven stared at Louis with fear-errata, very afraid. Ah yes, new conflicts in my family ... Louis always hurt my daughters and I when I accidentally ruining his favorite stuff. A sadist? Very, so I'm sick as hell with her. Actually I could have sued for divorce, however I know Louis will pay dearly for his lawyer bribe in order to cancel for divorce away from me.Louis is too cruel to me and my children, even one of them had bruises in jidat due to Louis membenturkannya to the wall. She is not very fond of small children. For him, it's a hassle. Then, why is he who memohon-mohon ask child to me? But now, look at him! He is like a father who hated children, or not menggapnya there. Louis heart somehow suddenly changed ... Since he got off work from Texas along with his assistant, Eleanor Calder.To be honest, sometimes I felt very jealous if Louis had a lovely Assistant as Eleanor, make me feel marginalized. I'm afraid Louis will move hearts to Eleanor. Oh, but it is precisely the very nice because I could easily Sue cerainya right? So, me and my daughters can be free without the restraints that come by every day."Kendall! Never did you mencegahku to slap Steven or Cecile! I would not hesitate to mengurungmu in room for 1 week! "threatens Louis.PLAQUELouis menamparku out loud. While Steven hugged me and said mommy repeatedly. I hold that blushing my cheeks, my eyes are tears, about Steven hair. "Kendall, I'm sorry, I menamparmu reflex." He held my cheeks and gently wipe it.I shook off his hands from my cheeks. "The reflex you say? You've gone a few times say reflex if you menamparku when you're doing it deliberately, Louis! Where's conscience? Where Louis the first?! "teriakku."Kendall, you made me that continues to menamparmu at any time, and that's because this boy. The origin of you know, I love you, dear. Love you so much, "said Louis is weak. Bullshit, that's what was in my mind at the moment."The father of lies. If the father said honestly, Dad couldn't possibly bite the lower lip, "deny Cecile who suddenly was next to me.Gazing at the Cecile by Louis sharp. "Silent! You do not know anything of a small boy, "said Louis snapped. Cecile instantly fell silent and hide behind me."Don't you say so on my kids! You're allowed to torture and said rude to me but don't like that on my kids! "sahutku rage.Louis seems not to accept and banging my head against the wall, causing a bang loud enough voice. Steven and Cecile scream and come near me trying to help me stand up. I can only try to resist curling up pain in my head. Any oath, is very sick. Louis was very heart to me."Daddy! Don't hurt mom like that! "cried while looking at Steven Louis upset.Louis appoints Steven and Cecile angrily. "Silent you boy minor! You don't know anything. And one more, I'm not thy FATHER! Keep it's fine! "Instantly, my ears seemed deaf when Louis talk like that. Louis really outrageous. This is already beyond the limit, to fall he mengakatakan that he is not his dad in front of my children. I mengelus-elus head Steven and Cecile tried to calm them down. I tried standing mightily and I managed to stand, despite still shaky but I resist."Tega-teganya you say like that of Louis! He was your son! Your flesh blood ... blood is still flowing in his body. And you don't consider it your son?! What kind of man are you?! "I snapped these emotions."What you say? He's my son? If you're not aware if this boy and girl that's not my son? They were both born of a father wrong Kendall! You were sleeping with a man, yes ' right? "allege that Louis makes my heart very pain. He menuduhkan sleeping with another man besides him ... even meet a man I've never been this long."Keep the bicaramu jerk! It has been very clear he is your son. What we need to test DNA? "tantangku.Louis chuckles. "Without the need for any DNA test I have known Kendall ... You do not dare to hide things away from me. ""You know from whom this crap?! What of Assistant pelacurmu it huh?! ""Eleanor is not a whore! Kaulah yang whore Kendall! Sleeping with someone other than your husband. Improper right you called a slut? " Louis elevating his voice, as if defending Eleanor than I am that in fact his own wife.I will reply to the words of Louis but stalled when it hears a knock at the door of the House. Louis looked at me cynical, then stepped was about to open the door. Louis seemed pleased when he saw a figure that is in front of the door. Oh, I know, surely it's Eleanor. Louis invites Eleanor entered regardless I was being stared at her hate. I tried to be patient with the incoming children sent to their rooms. "Mom, why Daddy like that?? He was rude as hell on mom and Steven, "said Cecile, opened the door of his room.I smiled. "Daddy are many thoughts, so she is often an emotion like that. Maybe some day his emotions will be stable. ""But mom, who's a father of women refer to above? What is the new dads girlfriend? "asked Steven, made me grimace."I-it's the brother of the father who recently arrived from Bradford, she took stopped here to see Louis," I replied."Why did she always come mom? It's annoying father's working hours. Maybe he's Hell to Dad, even if they are brothers, why they keep making out? "asked Steven plain. Really, children already understand seumurannya with such a thing. Maybe because I and Louis often argue in front of children, stupid Kendall! Why do you let the kids menyaksikanmu fight with Louis? It could be bad for the children.A touch of the hand on my skin made me realize Cecile. Cecile smiled at me while bringing paper that does not kutahu what the contents are. "This is what, dear?" I said while taking a paper held by Cecile.Cecile looked down in embarrassment. "I-it's ... next month, the father was told to come to celebrate father's day at my school ... I also participated. If mom and Steven want to come, join ... Let me not lonely. "I'm a bit of a cry heard the words that come out of the mouth of Cecile. Father's day next month ... and the school held a small celebration Cecile demi welcomes father's day. But, what about Cecile will come with his father if Louis just like that ... Certainly it would be very sad if Cecile Louis did not come. Ah, however, I have tried to persuade Louis in order to come to the school Cecile next month. "Mom, Dad would come right?" with his eyes teary Cecile pinta. "Last year the father does not come, the time of next month not come again mom? I was with my friends that envious look familiar with their father, even they go together ... "I wipe my tears are a little bit down. "Yes, Dad would definitely come! Mom will be working on that. ""Thank you so much mom ... I hope the father come there. That's all pretty ... "said Cecile while hugged me.Hear words Cecile made me cry. Call me weak, because keep crying. But it was true, because I'm already tired with all this. I promise, after the celebration of father's day comes, I will be divorced Louis, honestly I've been very tired with the deeds of Louis me and my children. "Mom, don't cry. There are still ready to menjagamu, "said Steven. Cecile nodded.Yes Lord, I am the luckiest woman having kids like them. Don't separate them unless I'm with death ...

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Louis, stop! Do not hurt your children like that! "I shouted, hugging Steven Louis to be slapped. I felt his breath rough due to receive a hug from me. Louis sighed softly, then lowered his hand. Once perceived Louis had calmed down, I took off her arms and staring my daughters one by one. Steven was about to cry, but he was resistant. His hands were slightly flushed with strong gripped by Louis, his own father, and my own husband. Steven looked at Louis with -ralat afraid, very afraid. Ah yes, a new conflict in the family ... Louis always hurt my children and I when I inadvertently damage his favorite items. Sadistic? Very, so I'm sick of him. Actually I could be sued for divorce, but I know Louis would pay dearly for bribing lawyers to drop the divorce me . Louis too cruel to me and my children, even one of them had bruises on the forehead as a result of Louis banging into the wall. He was very unhappy with small children. For him, it's a hassle. Then why had he asked the child begging me? But now, look at him! He is like a father who hated his children, or menggapnya not exist. Liver Louis somehow suddenly changed ... Ever since he came home from work from Texas with his assistant beautiful, Eleanor Calder. Honestly, sometimes I feel very jealous if Louis had such a beautiful assistant Eleanor, made ​​me feel excluded. I'm afraid Louis will move hearts to Eleanor. Oh, but it was actually very nice because I could easily sue divorce right? By doing so, I and my children can be free without restraints were obtained every day. "Kendall! Do not ever stop me to slap you or Cecile Steven! I will not hesitate to lock you in a room for one week!" Louis threatened. PLAK Louis slapped me hard. While Steven hugged me and said mommy repeatedly. I held my cheeks are flushed, my eyes shed tears quite a lot, about Steven hair. "Kendall, I'm sorry, I reflex slap you." He holds the cheek and wipe gently. I brushed his hand on my cheek. "Reflex you say? You have several times said reflex if you slap me when you accidentally do this, Louis! Where is your conscience? Where Louis once ?!" I cried hard. "Kendall, you're making that continues to slap every moment, and it is because of this boy. Just so you know, I love you, dear. It's love," said Louis weak. Bullshit, that's what was on my mind at the moment. "Dad was a lie. If he is telling the truth, the father is not likely to bite his lower lip," Cecile deny that suddenly was on my side. Louis stared Cecile sharply. "Shut up! You do not know anything little boy," said Louis sharply. Cecile fell silent and hid behind me. "Do not you say that to my children! You may torment and say rude to me but do not like it on my children!" I said angrily. Louis looked not accept and banging my head against the wall, causing quite a loud thump. Steven and Cecile shouting and approached me trying to help me up. I could just curl up trying to bear the pain in my head. I swear to anything, is very ill. Louis very heart to me. "Dad! Do not hurt mom like that!" Steven shouted angrily staring Louis. Louis appointed Steven and Cecile with anger. "Shut up you little boy! You do not know anything. And another thing, I'm not your FATHER! Keep it well!" Instantly, seemed deaf ears when Louis spoke like that. Louis really outrageous. It is beyond the limit, how could he was saying that he is not the father in front of my children. I stroked the head of Steven and Cecile tried to calm them. I tried to stand over backwards and I managed to stand up, though still shaky, but I held back. "How could you say that Louis! She's still your son flesh and blood ... blood is still flowing in the body Louis. And you do not think your son? ! What kind of man are you ?! " I snapped emotion. "What did you say? He's my son? Are not you aware if the boy and girl is not my son? They were both born to a father who was one of Kendall! You slept with a man, is not it?" accused Louis that made ​​me very sick. He alleges sleeping with a man other than himself ... even met a man I've never been so far. "Keep your tongue jerk! It is very clear he your son. What we need a DNA test?" I challenged. Louis chuckled. "Without a DNA test also I already knew Kendall ... You do not dare to hide something from me." "Do you know who this crap ?! What the pelacurmu assistant huh ?!" "Eleanor is not a whore! You're the one who prostitutes Kendall! sleeping with someone other than your husband. No wonder it is called a whore are you? " Louis raised his voice, as if defending Eleanor than me that in fact his wife. I was about to reply to the words of Louis but stopped when he heard the door knock. Louis looked at me sarcastically, then stepped want to open the door. Louis seemed pleased when he saw a figure who was at the door. Oh, I know, for sure it was Eleanor. Louis took Eleanor entry regardless I hate being stared at. I tried to be patient with telling kids get into their room. "Mom, why dad like that ?? She was rude to the mom and Steven," said Cecile, opened the door. I smiled. "Dad was a lot of thought, so he often emotion like that. Maybe some day emotions will be stable." "But mom, dad women who spoke up about? What's new girlfriend's father?" Steven asked, making me wince. "I-it's your father who had just arrived from Bradford, he took time to stop by here to visit Louis," I said uncertainly. "Why does she always comes mom? That's disturbing the working hours of the father. Maybe he infidelities father, even if they are brothers, why do they keep making out? " Steven asked innocently. Indeed, his age children already understand such a thing. Perhaps because of me and Louis often fight in front of children, Kendall stupid! Why are you letting the kids watch you fight with Louis? That can be bad for children. The touch of a hand on my skin made ​​me realize Cecile. Cecile smiled at me as he brought the paper that I know what it is. "This is what, dear?" I asked as I took the paper held by Cecile. Cecile looked embarrassed. "I-it ... next month, the father told to come to celebrate Father's Day at school ... I also participate. If mom and Steven want to come, come alone ... Let me not be lonely." I heard the little cry out of the mouth Cecile. Father's Day next month ... and Cecile school held a small celebration to welcome the Father's Day. But, how Cecile would come with his father when Louis just like that ... Definitely Cecile would be very sad if Louis did not come. Ah, somehow, I had to try to persuade Louis to come to school Cecile next month. "Mom, dad will come, right?" Cecile begged with tears in her eyes. "Last year my father did not come, do not come next month period again mom? I envy my friends who looks familiar with their father, even they go along ..." I wiped my tears were a little off. "Yes, sure dad will come! Mom will be working on it." "Thank you so much mom ... I hope the father to come there. It was just enough ..." Cecile said as she hugged me. Hearing those words made ​​me cry Cecile. Call me weak, due to constantly weeping. But it's true, because I was tired of it all. I promise, after the celebration of Father's Day arrives, I will divorce Louis, to be honest I was very tired by the actions of Louis me and my children. "Mom, do not cry. Still there we are ready to take care of you," said Steven. Cecile nodded. Oh god, I'm the luckiest woman for having children like them. Do not separate me with them except death ...